So yea, everyone's probably figured out I don't write here anymore... I use this account to follow up on a lot of stuff though. As a blog of sorts I use my Myspace account.
Even though recently I haven't had the energy to write that much there either.

My life's too filled with work stress and mental issues that
a) I don't have the energy necessary for putting anything of real relevance into words (without saying too much) and
b) I don't really have anything of real relevance to say (without saying too much :P)

So yeah, I have loads of issues but I either can't or don't want to write about them.

*sigh*

Thought I'd post this in here too, I just put it on PS.. These are the shoes and jacket I talked about on my birthday, they're just the cutest eva ^^






Just how could I get me some more energy so that I'd be able to post more pics and stuff.... I've got a couple of fics that I've already shot but just haven't edited... Plus I've got a ton of new fics in my head but I'm too tired to take the pics :P YYYYYAAAARRGH!

... at least when music is concerned xP

So, all pullipists have probably seen the August Taeyang, HasH. I wasn't particularly impressed by him, I mean I thought he was just fine and all, but I didn't want to get him. Well, then someone posted a link to Youtube, the video for Pink Spider by hide, where he wears almost the same clothes that HasH has on. Out of curiosity I listened the song, and then listened for a second time... and third... and then watched Rocket Dive... And now I'm totally in love with hide.

It's the same thing every time I find some new artist and realise that I like them - in a matter of hours I become their hugest fan and have to spend weeks listening to nothing else :P It's really strange actually. The same happened not so long ago with Lily Allen.. And Inkubus Sukkubus before that... And Sonata Arctica a couple of years ago.. Oh well.

Anyway, this time is especially strange since I can't even understand what he's singing about xP And I haven't listened to any JRock before this. And I mean ANY, Pink Spider was the first ever.

np: hide - Dice [one of my absolute favorites]

Yay, so I've hit the 1 quarter of a century-mark :P Well, I'm still in denial so if anyone asks me I'm just turning twenty xP

Well anyway, the most important reason I'm posting this is to tell you that even tho I haven't got many true friends, the ones I have are just too great! The only close friend that I've got living near me is my boyfriend's sister, and her present for my birthday was these enormously CUTE pink pullip-fitting platform-shoes <3 Accompanied by a cute pink hoodie (and a pink chocolatebar x) well, I love chocolate..) I'm gonna post pics as soon as I've done the picfic I'm working on ;)

Probably one of the most meaningful presents I've gotten ever :) And, their parents gave me a €60(!) gift certificate to a great underwear store in our neighbour town - the only place nearby that has goodlooking bras in my size :P I'd say this was a great birthday even tho I didn't host a big party (and oh well, I couldn't have done that, since all the people most likely to show up for my birthday were here today anyway - and it wasn't a big party :P )

The only thing that could have made it better was to have my sister and other close friends here - but they all live too far away and they all have to go to work tomorrow :/

( Someone's being noisy )

Date:	2007-04-14 14:51
Subject:	Just FYI...
Security:	Public
Mood:	miserable

I was going to post a little picfic a couple days ago since I've been feeling more energetic - and then I got sick :P A mega-flue, I've had high fever for over two days and my throat is extremely sore etc.. The fever's going down but I'm still not well enough to leave my bed for too long, so I'll get back to the fic next week - if I manage to survive :P

Now, back to bed ->

Date:	2007-03-24 19:45
Subject:	Zola got her new hair \o/
Security:	Public
Mood:	pleased

Yay! First I got Siiri her new body and on thursday Zola's hair arrived - so exciting! And oh-my-god! I love it! So silky and smooth and corgeous... Now I understand why everyone has recommended Cancan wigs :D

Look at her! A couple of "outdoor pics" first - taken on my mom's balcony xD

( More here... )

Date:	2007-03-20 23:20
Subject:	Sad news & random Siiri-pics
Security:	Public
Mood:	depressed
Music:	Kuollut Etana - Kassara ja mies

Well, for starters, the reason I've been totally down for a couple of weeks; The Bunny, Seppo - whose picture is in the post before this - died two weeks ago. He was such a Person that you wouldn't believe, so unique it's really hard to describe. And I've got a bunch of people backing me up on this, it's not just some rambling of a sentimental owner... I've coped with the situation the best I can, which is to shut it away from my mind for the time being. *sigh*

Oh well, I'll deal with it when I'm more capable. For now I'll just concentrate on my cats & degus - and of course, my dolls :D So, I've got some random pics of Siiri, right there under the cut ;)
( Here! )

First, WOOHOO \o/ I'm going to see Aerosmith in July *yammayamma* I haven't been to a big concert in almost ten years.. The last time was when Michael Jackson was in Finland :P Me happy!

So, now that the woohooing is done, a couple of dolly-pics;
( Under the first cut )

And a couple of pet pics too,
( Under the second cut )

Zola: So have you been in touch with auntie Lucia and uncle Paolo? Oh and how's your little sister? She was soooooo cute the last time I saw her ^^
Sylvia: They're all fine, I guess... They still haven't agreed to send my vespa here :P But it must be ages since you've seen my sis, cute isn't a word I'd use to describe her...

( Something's about to happen, I know it... )

I hope you're not too disappointed that this is totally not a post including dolls but just general blabbering...

( Blabber about medication mainly )

A little fic 'cos it's been so long...


Sylvia: Yeah, I know.. Just as I was saying...

( What next? )

On personal level, I'm glad I got my apartment sort of cleaned, now I can probably call my ex-bf's mom for a visit \o/ And today I got a set of figurines from Germany, there was one Count Duckula figurine in the lot <3

Valma the kitty is crying, better go see what she wants (probably just attention :P)

Sylvia: *sigh* You're a nice thing to have around, Bongo... I sort of wish....
offscreen: YYYYAAAAAARRRR!!!!
( What on Earth?! )

Yesterday I took my girls to work with me, and oh how much fun did I have! The look on one of my co-worker's face was in itself worth the trouble of carrying them :D I love to drive him a bit up the wall every now and then, and so does my boss ;) The way he starts rolling his eyes at us, it's just hilarious :D

Oh well, here are some random pics I took, enjoy :)

First off, see how well I managed to make Sylvia stand \o/ Her body is somewhat tighter than Zola's so she doesn't fall down just as easily...


( More dolly-pics )

Sorry for the looooooooooong silence - I've just been totally lazy :P Plus I started a short work period in the end of July and on top of that I kinda have a new person in my life... So I haven't spent too much time on the comp.

What else is new... Oh yeah, I got contact lenses for the first time in my life :D And now no one recognizes me cos I've used glasses for the past five years... Oh well :P

And now a little picfic;


Zola: Hi Sylv, what'ya doing?
Sylvia: Just reading these mindless magazines... Don't you have anything decent to read here?
Zola: I'm afraid there's not much literature here. But I've got something that might keep you busy, wait a sec!

( Oh what? )

Oh and Zola's arm broke :( The glue didn't hold anymore and her arm fell apart from the elbow up. I had to glue it back together, and that made me decide that I'm gonna buy an Obitsu body for her in the near future (for a start, if I like it I might buy one for Sylvia also although her body is a lot more firm than Zola's). Could someone tell me what's the biggest difference between the soft bust and normal bust types, other than the softness of the bust of course...? Everyone seems to be recommending the soft bust type.

*sigh*

An old friend of mine has been missing since december. Well, they found her - killed in the woods. It was to be expected I suppose, but still... I feel terribly bad for her mother, I can only imagine how she's felt all these months, not knowing what's happened to her daughter.

We weren't best pals or anything, but we used to hang in the same crowd in junior high (the Finnish equivalent of that I mean) and I did consider her as a friend back then. I haven't seen her for a couple of years, but I feel bad all the same.

For the Finns who read this; Tämän päivän Ilta-Sanomien lööpissä näyttää olevan aiheesta iso otsikko, nettilehdestä sen sijaan ei löydy mitään. Lähden tästä piakkoin kantapaikkaan lukemaan varsinaisen jutun...

( Yes, you guessed it )

Lord she is pretty! And I love her hair <3 Zola's hair is a total mess at the moment since I've been too lazy to wash and curl it :P

I've bought some new clothes for Zola lately and I gave her the chance to try them all on :)


Zola: So, what's up?
me: I've got some clothing here I'd like for you to try on..

( Wanna see? )

I haven't told Zola yet but she's gonna have a dolly friend soon ;) Hope they'll get along..

As some of you may already know, I own a tiny zoo. That is a bunny, three cats and two degus. Four furry ones who walk around the apartment, two furry ones in a cage. I've had some difficulties with them all, one cat had a bad pissing-problem ( ;D ) the bunny eats everything in sight, other cat doesn't eat anything aside raw meat etc. Many (mostly people with one or less pets) have wondered why on earth would I want so many and aren't they a lot of work and WHY ON EARTH?!

( And here I tell you why, at great length )

... oh well, it was a month ago... But here are the pictures, a lot late but what can you do. Now I can start thinking about new doll-stuff and practise my dolly-photographing.. You can probably see that I've used a flash in most pics so far (her nose looks funny in almost every picture :/ ), mainly 'cos the best inspirations to photographs come at ten pm :P

But here we go!


Zola: Here bunny-wunny, have some carrots...
me: Trying to befriend him, are you :)

( ..and the story goes on )

So now waiting for a new inspiration, meanwhile I think I'll practise my dolly-photos and make Zola show off her new clothing :)